Monday, April 20, 2015

have you found any unicorns?

As I sat here trying to come up with a title for this post, previously written subjects/titles/searches came up suggested. "have you found any unicorns" seemed appropriate for my life.

There is so much I hate about how I'm living my life right now, I hate that I'm not living, I'm just working. I'm not developing relationships outside of my family- and even inside my family, it's a little rough. I am working somewhere around 70-80 hours a week. It's a means to an end, I keep telling myself, though at this point it doesn't seem like it, I've still had to pay on everything down in florida, so there have been no savings, yet.  My time off has consisted mostly of sleeping- I find myself requiring naps. Apparently 6am-10pm is not a good work day for my body. I don't notice while I'm going, but when I am done, I'm wiped.

My boss' son has decided to have a crush on me, at least when he's drunk. You wouldn't guess under normal circumstances. He's like my only friend here, so that's inconvenient. I like him, but not like that.

I need a unicorn, a little magic in my life to keep me sane- and get me through these next few months.