Where am I meant to be?
I don't really have an answer to that.
I want Breaux Bridge. But I want it to not be in Louisiana. Country feel, but close to cities. An hour from the beach. Affordable. But I don't know that that exists elsewhere.
Living here in Oregon, really made me realize that I cannot do isolation. I can. But I don't like who I become. And besides, I like wearing dresses too much. I need to be able to go out to nice restaurants/bars. I need a touch of class. I can't just be the hippy gypsy. Unless I did the van life thing. That might be doable. I just worry about gas prices at that point. And I don't think that I would like feeling that much on the move. I want a community at this stage of my life.
I want to live freely, and meet lots of people. I want to hear their stories and help them find their happy. That's what I want. I want to go out when I feel like it, I want to adventure when I feel like it. But how do I have that life? I don't even know.
