exhausted

I'm just so tired.

I'm cranky too. Comes with the territory, I guess, but damn.

When it comes to boys, I got on Tindr to man shop. At first it seemed promising, matched with several right off the bat, and then nothing came of it. They'd talk for a few days and then fall off the planet.
I'm just tired of being alone. Not that I really am dying to be in a relationship, but I really do miss having someone that finds me attractive and wants to do life with me.
Basically I found that they just wanted me to be their real life porn buddy... and that's just frustrating.
I'm pretty sure I have alot to offer, but no one wants it. And that's disheartening.

Work has been a huge bundle of stress.

My boss is being super shady. and that stresses me out, and hasn't been paying me on time, and is gone all the time. And doesn't talk to me as much so I have no idea what I'm dealing with. And that stresses me out so incredibly much.
He's taken money from the salon account--- for sheets for his bed. Seriously. And had me pay myself from the salon acct even though I don't have the money for it. - I only accepted because I need to pay rent in the morning. But he has to put it back tomorrow- I have to pay the girls.

sigh.

I just have no idea what I'm doing with my life.