So, my book is done. The kindle version is correct and published. I haven't announced it anywhere yet, because most people want the paperback option and I want that to be a thing before I really start marketing. I really can't wait. My dad is doing to formatting for me for the paperback, which is probably not the best idea, because he's not great at finishing projects. But, I don't really know what else I would do. I don't have the program to do it, and knowing me, I'd get so frustrated because it'd be difficult.
Heath has returned to my life. I don't know what that means, or what the future looks like. But we've talked through most of the issues that caused the blowout in Oregon to happen. There's been some progress, and some backsliding. But, with the open air between us, there's a relief for sure.
I tried dating. I went on 4 dates after getting to Georgia. A little bit of sexting other men... but there's just so much of me that doesn't want anyone else. We've worked hard getting through the ups and downs, scraping all that just feels terrible. Plus, honestly, I don't even know how we progressed past that first date, I have no idea how to replicate it. I can't seem to maintain anyone's interest past the initial meeting- even if they say they are.
At least I know he loves me to the degree in which he's capable of at this point, and I know that I'm safe with him.
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