It was 6 weeks of silence. Still haven't gotten a phone call. Still no explanation. My heart is still broken. I just want things to be good again. I just want to feel like I can talk to him. I hate this distance between our souls. It feels like we're done, because he's making no moves to repair us. It's the epitome of taking me for granted.
He told me the other day that we're bonded forever. He also said he wasn't mad that I went on other dates, that he understands.
I don't want him to understand. I want him to be upset. I want him to claim me. But that doesn't seem like it's going to happen. It feels like he's just giving up. He'll take what I give, but won't make any other moves.
but that's that story. I don't see a happy ever after... and I want one so badly. But it feels like it's so entitled of me to even wish for one. I'm okay. I'm okay.
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