Haunted

Today is bad. I'm being legitimately haunted by death and train songs. Some of them are both together. And I found out someone else died.
This is just ridiculous. I just want to curl up in a ball. Living alone is very alone. Dammit.


And I just realized this won't make any sense to you, because I didn't tell you previously. Remember how I told you that my bearded man died? It gets worse and so ironic. He killed himself, by stepping in front of an Amtrak train.

I met him on an Amtrak train.


Parts of my life just belong in the movies.

Just found out the cause of death, and therefore... emotional.