What a traumatic week. I was called things I have never been accused of in the past. I was told that I create drama, cause division in the church, am immature and disloyal. None of which actually apply to me. At this point though, I don't want to talk about it anymore, think about it anymore. I'm just done. It's sad, because I made this group an extention of my family. I will not be participating anymore. This is no longer just a knee jerk reaction to eveything. This is merely, if this is the way leadership really is, I have no desire to be part of it. That they are so offended that I am not willing to move in with this girl just shocks me. I can tell them time and time again that there was nothing drawing me to live in Canton, just to live in Canton. God did seem to want me to live in THAT apartment, because I was part of the community there. I wouldn't be if I was somewhere else in Canton. So, why wouldn't I go back and live for free with my brother, as opposed to living with a stranger? So weird.
This Friday I'm headed up to Michigan for a farm conference. I'm so excited. It's going to be awesome. So, my week will be full of moving and work. Now though, I'm just tired. Only got a couple hours of sleep last night, but I want to be at least a little productive today. I could've just slept the rest of the day away.
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