Monday, August 12, 2013

the thunder rolls

Pretty much every day  towards the end of summer there is thunderstorms on the beach every afternoon/evening. Watching the storm roll in across the horizon is one of my favorite pasttimes, it's so majestic.

-I dreamed last night that you were here. You were living in your car still because you hadn't found a place. I told you that my sister was moving out, and you could stay here with me and my brothers, I had 2 couches and an extra bedroom. But you refused, because you didn't want to meet me. Puzzling dream.-

So at my new job, I was hit on immediately by one of the cooks. I am always hit on by someone or other at my various places of employment. I just brush it off because they don't try to get to know me, it's just that they want to sleep with me. While it's nice to know that some guys ( mostly older 40+) are attracted to me, it's distressing that no one finds it worth while to know what makes me tick, they just want to... you know. There are hundreds of girls less attractive than me in relationships... how? I don't know.  Some days it really bothers me.

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