Wednesday, January 09, 2019

changes

Well, the time for leaving is here. It depresses me and excites me at the same time. Monday, when I decided to go, I was excited. Tuesday, I just felt lonesome and depressed. Today, today I feel both.  I hate to leave. I hate to give up on my life here. But, at the same time- I can't afford to live here. So, it's time to go. With my brother having a kid- it's time to be closer, or at least in an area that I can afford to go visit. I have 3 years to save like the dickens so that I can afford a house to be used as a bed and breakfast. We'll see how it comes together.

I'm not sure at this point if I'm going to move back home for several months, or if I'll just go housesit for my aunt in florida. I just don't know.
I'm going to take a trip to go check out florida in a few weeks- that way I can make a more informed decision.
I still have to tell my landlady. But, I'm pretty sure at this point that I'm leaving the first week of March.

and so the story goes.

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