exhaustion

I've been working a ton. 55+ hours a week, from morning until bedtime or later. Plus the 40minute commute, it's just alot. And I'm tired all the time. I get wednesday and thursday off, but it feels like I shouldn't. They need someone there. But at the same time- it also feels like I need more time away to live. There is absolutely no time for me to have a life. And that, frankly, is frustrating... and I'm sure it'll only continue to be so as the weather warms up. I did go swimming for the first time this year last monday, so that was good, and the only reason I was able to do that was because I had requested off before I had become a manager.
I'm just so tired.
I need time to myself.

Right now I'm laying on my bed.... I wanted to have some time to myself this morning. The wind closed the cracked open door and I thought about getting dressed. My aunt came and opened the door.... there's just no privacy at all. And that is rough. So rough. They were supposed to be leaving right about now, but now it's looking like it will be another 2 weeks or more. Sigh.