ghosts of those I've loved are haunting me today, how they've moved on an found happiness.
The anniversary of my first and his new wife, the one he left me for.
And then the one I thought God ordained for me, he and his new wife visiting our old friends.
And all I did last night was dream of the one I love now. My subconscious is still obsessed with him. I know he's back with her again. She's the one he thinks will bring him happiness. So be it.
The ups and downs that have forever marked us, they broke up and were over... so he decided to take a chance on me for a minute. It was the best few weeks. And then suddenly it was over, with no explanation. His friend told me about her, he never did. And once again, I have to learn how to live without him. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. But, it doesn't seem to get any easier.
The heart is a terrible thing.
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