Tuesday, October 12, 2021

stress

 Pretty much non stop stress, even through my bday weekend because there is no job. Sleep has been messed up.  Went to bed at 5:30 yesterday but woke up so much. Stressing, mostly about Heath. Why that makes everything so much worse, I don't know.  He's been weird the last few days, so there's the nagging thought in my head that he's changed his mind- but that's my own insecurities. 

He won't talk to me on the phone, but, he does still text me a little bit. He's not avoiding me altogether.  So, we'll see. 

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