a month later

 Not all in. Ups and downs and sideways. 

My life was pretty much of a disaster over the month of October. I didn't make progress on the book like I wanted to. Heath was a straight mess of on again off again. I had no job, and was unable to find one. Nothing was working out. I had to call a debt from my brother who owed me $1300, by transferring it to another brother, because I was down to my last $100. I hadn't been that poor since I was 18.  So the feelings of failure and indescribable stress were every moment of my life. 

The month of November however, has been a welcome change. Everything feels like it's coming together. Even closure - hopefully- with H.  I can't keep on this yo yo, I feel like he's killing my love, and I hate that, but the fact remains. 

I was assigned a 10th grader to mentor, I am about to do a class to teach literacy to adults, I have my first client with the Barefoot Life Coach, I had someone order desserts for a popular event- so Pieces O' Ate is back in business.  So MANY good things.