April begins and life is much the same. I am still unendingly in love with Mustard, even though it's up and down.
The thing with Isaiah was weird to say the least. He is alot like me in his soul, we have very similar upbringings, taste in music and movies, etc. We spent 12 hours together that first day, but then he was supposed to come again the next week, but decided against it because he was too interested in me. I told him that he didn't need to worry that it was a two way street, but he still decided it was better to not spend extra time with me. I haven't much heard from him since he went home to NY, but he did say that he wants to move down here after the summer. But, my heart is not free. Nor do I want it to be.
I turned down another job offer which feels weird. But, my life is good right now. 6 days a week, 3 bartending and 3 serving shifts, which sounds like alot, but it's 4 or 5 to 9 or 10- and saturday mornings until like 2:30 or 3. It's not a ton of money, but it's at the point where I can finally make money and save. I have my day times free to work on the book/business. I'm not prepared to want to sacrifice all that for a 50hr a week job. So. Yeah. But it was yet another opportunity turned down and it feels weird.
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