It's been probably two months since I made any significant headway on the book. Little bits here and there, but nothing extreme. I feel like as I try to tie it all up it falls more apart. I doubt everything. Things I wrote initially now no longer fit and I don't know what to do with them.
The life coaching business is hard to start. I'm not a snipet sort of person, and I don't know how to reach the people I want to reach. Could I really vibe with people and help them on their journey or is that just wishful thinking that it will ever pay me? I don't know how to take it to the next step.
What is next?
Heath has been talking to me almost every day, but I think it's just because he's been lonesome. He talks like we're in a relationship, but at the same time, there is still some reservation. I still haven't figured out what it is though. The fact that I'm a little bit taller than him definitely bothers him though. It bugs me a little too, but I've had more practice being with shorter guys. But, I think there's something more, something that he still hasn't told me. I have a bad feeling that he's going to come home and not see me- that he's going to flake out on me again.
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