nope

 He said he only feels the friend vibe for me and hasn't spoken to me since. 

That's fine. I didn't want to stay in Ohio anyhow. 

I went to the rootstown cracker barrel this morning, saw several faces that I knew. How crazy. It's been 20 years.  The majority of them didn't remember who exactly I was but they knew my face. I worked there 20 years ago. I can't even tell you how much that just blows my mind. 

I'm still stressing on my next moves. I don't really know what to do next. Vermont in a few days. Looking forward to that because I'm going to go to niagra falls on the way. 

Kind of dreading the time in north georgia at aunt barbs. Just because I'm going to have to store my stuff somewhere. And decide where next. I need sunshine. So it might end up being florida again. I might go down to the keys. We'll see. See if I can find a job. and a place to live. 

There are things that I require to be happy. People. and Sunshine/water, I don't know why it's been such a struggle to have both. 

But what is actually next for my life? I don't know. Selling the book.... an LLC whereever I land, so I can also step into the lifecoaching, 

but also I want to live in the keys.