wtf

 Why is this my life? 

Why is there always a curveball thrown at me?

I don't know what to do.

This time the curveball is Chris. I accidently found him. Sunday I got bored and kinda depressed that everyone here is in a relationship, so I just looked to see what the single scene looked like here. I had ZERO intention of matching with anyone. I just wanted to see that there were still single people. 

and then there he was. Earth shattering blue eyes. Profile that spoke of a good soul. So, I said hello. And hello has turned into so much more. How do we have so much in common? He seems like a steady soul and one that cares deeply. I don't even know what to do with it.  So we're in the wait and see phase. But, this was NOT part of my plan. I wasn't even supposed to be here. 

I don't want to stay in Ohio. But I could.