Well, I told him I can't keep doing this. He's back home and so doesn't talk to me again. This always happens when he's around his friends. He doesn't need me anymore. I was actually surprised when I heard from him last week. It was just to get his rocks off, but yeah. Now that I've said what I've said, I doubt I'll hear from him before February. Maybe even March.
I can't keep being made to feel as though I'm nothing. Granted, it's how I'm receiving it, so in part the fault lies with me. But, name one other relationship in the history of ever that goes a week without speaking (or more) who when the girl sends suggestive pictures, there's no response. It seems to be indicative. This is not my fault. There's something wrong, and it's not right to continue to get my feelings hurt on a regular basis.
Still in Georgia. I have no idea how anything is going to work out. My aunt is now talking about asking me to stay on through the summer, which is not something that I want to do. I just find community and money making potential to be slim here. And I'm so tired of being cold.
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