H and I are done it looks like. More so than any other time in the past.
If I can't respect him, how can I be in love with him? That's not to say I don't love him. I do, and always will. Same as I love Ricky, and Ayyoub, and Luke, and Micah. But I just can't.
I'm angry sad at him today. Because I have a date with someone else. I don't want someone else. I want him. I don't want to start with someone else. I want someone who knows me already. I don't want to have to decide if I'm compatible with someone else. I'm so mad at him. Why couldn't he love me? Why did he not try? Why was my love not enough for him? We could have been perfection.
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