I told him goodbye in the last hours of the year. End of the year, end of us.
It probably felt to a degree out of left field to him, but I've been at my last straw with him for so long now, and with the new year upon us I had to make it official.
But I'm dying inside.
I said goodbye to the one I love most in the world.
There's a panic, a despair, and a grief that threatens to swallow me whole. I know it was the right decision, but my god, it's the worst thing I've ever done.
There is someone who wants to take his place in my heart and life. We'll see if anything comes from that.
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