It's hard to know where to start.
Cracker Barrel offered me management. I pseudo accepted. There are still things that need to be taken care of before it actually happens. And, to be entirely honest, I'm not 100% in my decision. Once you do the math, I wouldn't actually be making much more, and would be working a whole lot more, with significantly less flexibility. So I don't know that it's the wisest decision I could make.
But, speaking of wise decisions, I actually have made one other one lacking in wisdom lately. I told a boy about a dream I had. He decided it was a sign from God and we were going to get married. I told him no, and continue to do so, but he's convinced it's just me not accepting God's will in my life. I cannot seem to get through to him that he is not what I need, and I am certainly not what he needs. He's very christian, totally sold out, carries his bible with him everywhere. Can't comprehend there is more to God than just the Bible. Totally just wants everyone to get saved.
I'm am not at that point in my walk with God, and never will be again. Our paths crossed, but they're not merging. I'm at a loss for what to do, because before I knew he was going to be like this, I introduced him to my church, and he really likes it. And, it's quite possibly what he needs, but that just means I'll be in constant contact. meh.
I don't know what to do.
On a brighter note. My sister and I rode the train to Memphis, the train was called The City of New Orleans and we were 'walking in Memphis our feet 10 feet off of Beale' haha. And, we saw graceland. So, that was awesome. Top that off, I met a guy. My sister and I called him my bearded man. haha. Didn't catch his name or anything, but I did the ghetto thing when I got home, I posted an ad on craigslist. I know. I'm such a creeper. But, several days later, he responded. Can't believe it. Totally in shock.
Sometimes I can't believe my life. It's so freakin' weird! Who else has this stuff happen to them?!
2 comments:
dude, you find a good guy who wants to marry you, and you say no? and u even have a dream about it? and you still say no? i just don't understand. bearded men are scary.
Matt...
I dreamt one night the mantra "two shall become one" and it repeated in my brain after waking the night after I met him. There are too many other things that cause me concern about him. One, he asked after having known him 2.5 weeks. Two, he never asks about me, he just talks about him- though I'm sure it's through ignorance not malice. Three, he tried to cast demons out of my dad upon meeting him for the first time. Four, he's so intense about God stuff. He just wants to get everyone saved and I'm not like that. Five, he believes he will one day have a world wide healing ministry. I don't want anything to do with that. It's too showy for me.
The list keeps going... I just can't head down that path.
And, bearded men are not scary. ;)
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