I finally cried last night. I talked to Ayyoub and he was so nice. "When God wills, it will happen," he said when I told him about my job situation. It's not like I didn't know that, but sometimes when someone else says it, it makes it better. But, then I got off the phone and sobbed for a minute, because I so wish he was coming back to my beach. He is magical. But, not for me, and I just have to come to terms with that.
I'm fine, except until late at night, and especially following a day when I don't understand the patterns.
Today I have an appointment to look at a house at 3:45, but I still don't have a job. Tomorrow I have another appointment to look at a house... so we'll see how this goes.
I got a sunburn yesterday- so that makes me happy. I'm thinking another sunburn is in order for today. :)
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