I slept all afternoon and then left to watch the sunset on pea island. It was magical. I just sat and relaxed. I had both bosses call me to see if I needed today's shifts taken care of. It's nice to be worried about. But, no. I've been okay to work today. My only stress today was anxiety for a MIA unicorn. But then he reappeared, a little worse for the wear, but there never-the-less. To reach down and pull out the love that I have and share it with him due to his bad weekend, it was surprisingly healing to myself. I don't know that it did anything for him, but, getting past my own life and just grasping the love - interesting phenomena.
I have yet to decide how to plot the course of my next step. I don't know if I should quit or ask for a raise. If it was a raise, it would have to be a $6.00 raise, which seems astronomical to me. I just don't know how I can afford to jump ship without it though. I shouldn't have to sacrifice my dreams for the betterment of other peoples lives, but I do. All the time. I need to figure out how to do both.
Peace and love have regained my heart and mind.
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