As you know I play with magic. The magic of joy, peace, and harmony. Occasionally I try to fit love in, and it doesn't usually end well for me. The hurricane blows through my heart and cracks my foundations. I weld and super glue it back to where it's supposed to be as best I can. It doesn't usually take long because I will not be left in a damaged house. The door to the room of the one who called the hurricane was shut and sealed, as the others before him. And, I leave my heart wide open to potentials.
A new one has come along. He's scared of stepping into my house. He thinks I might be dangerous. What if I am? Could I become a hurricane under the right conditions?
The problem with knowing I wield magic, is that I know I can cause havoc, because most people have never met anyone like me. But then if they partially invest, they tend to withdraw, saying that my worth is too high. Priceless is too much of an investment.
So with this one I am being careful. Sharing my magic, but not asking anything in return. I am ever lost myself. Inviting someone to join you when you have no plan or direction, yet continuing to move forward on faith, this is too much to ask. If they offer, that's another story altogether. We shall see.
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