I wrote this for the boy last night:
The curve of your smile
the lines of your face
the warmth of your hand
causes my heart to race
The light in your eyes
says Fear no more
I'll love you forever
of this am I sure
One step at a time
and day after day
we're growing together
"in love" as they say
My magic can save you
from the demons that taunt
from the memories and pain
and the shadows that haunt
It'll seep in your soul
my magic of joy
the laughter and leprechauns
and the aliens, my boy
What God wills to be
whatever that is
I'm right here beside you
our hands are in His
My car has died. My transmission is gone. It'll be 1600 to replace it. Unfortunately, I don't have that kind of money after these past 4 months of hardly working. I've just started working again this past week, so that's good- I just can't afford anything anymore it seems like. I think I only have a month left of payments on my car, so I can switch my insurance, I think, down to collateral, which should save me over $100 a month.
Sigh.
My dad specifically asked me not to get stuck here, but I failed. I am stuck here. There are worse places to be stuck, though. At least I have a place to live and a job.
I don't know how to solve this problem.
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