It's funny how you can go through life, just sailing along. Clouds and storms come along and you batten down the hatches and continue on. But when your companion hears the voice of God saying that you will never reach your destination.... what do you do? I agonized over it for hours last night, and felt the calm that reaches you when you make the right decision. So I think it's right, but I haven't gotten the companions feedback yet.
My immediate reaction was one of, well, if A+B doesn't equal C, then I might as well abandon ship now. What is the point of staying a course without the destination?
And God said, the journey is not the destination, but the road itself.
So, now I have to figure out the rules so that I stay healthy. I'm not sure exactly what that looks like at this point.
I wasn't told to give up. I was told to stay the course. If we are both being told things that sound opposite, what does that mean? I wish I could see the path clearly. The immediate future is hazy. The extended is clearer, but what does that mean, or am I just projecting?
I feel like now I know what needs to be done, but I haven't gotten confirmation yet, so I'm still so unsure in my mind.
Quiet the mind, deep breaths. Moment by moment. No future, no past. Right here, right now.
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