It really is. I've been upset about the loss of the one I loved more than anyone else in the world for what 2... 3 years now. And I heard the other day that he has moved on. He's now dating someone else. And, I felt nothing. There was no pang, there was no hurt, there was no sadness, there was just nothing.
I think it's because there's been so many stories about how he is now. And that is not the person I fell in love with. Maybe she will remind him who he is supposed to be. Maybe he'll be happy.
I'm sad for me, and I'm pissed at him. Just because mr I have no love left in me, and don't touch me it feels like you're burning me- is now trying again, even though he told me that I was the last one he would ever be with.
I just can't. I can't settle for less. Even when the options are there. I just can't.
Farmer dude in north carolina- that's not the life I see for myself.
short dude here- I just can't- you move too fast and just no.
Sigh. My heart is dead.
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