a month

It's been a month since my last post. I wouldn't say alot has happened- but in a way it has. My family is struggling with money, and I might have to go live with them again. We'll see.
Micah is still in a relationship with a girl that's totally in love with him. But, I see the signs- he's not nearly as invested. He's moving out there on the 7th. I wonder how long it will take before he gives up and runs away.  I know that's incredibly negative to say- but I see how he's acting. I see how he continues to treat his mother. No, of course it doesn't tell the whole story, but it tells enough of it to see that he's still broken. Maybe living there will heal his heart and teach him compassion, especially because she has a daughter. That could change things for him. Guess we'll see.

North Carolina dude quit talking to me, so that's good. It was getting very stressful. We would talk about nothing but pies and the how's the weather conversation. It was the stupidest thing ever, yet, he was under the impression that I should be in love with him- but he gave me nothing to work with.

Thanksgiving was nice. Brent came, Allie and Josh, and then of course Eve and the baby were here. This was only the second time Brent had come to spend quality time with us and it was so nice.  I can't even say how incredibly thankful I am to have him in my life. He patches the hole in my heart, he doesn't fill it, but he helps it not continually bleed.

next weekend I help Eve drive out to Colorado where she's going to live with her parents. It's been an interesting 10 months, and I'm glad she was here.