well

That was a while in between posts. Not intentionally...

Ups and downs and everything in between. Work was good at first going back to the restaurant, but then short staffed and had several employees out with covid. It's just been one disaster after another. I've applied other places, interviewed at a breakfast place that I've been trying to get into for the past few months... waiting to hear back from them. We'll see.

Things with Heath... sames. Ups and downs.

He was in love with rebound girl, and then he was done with her. Then she had found out that she had a tubal pregnancy happening, so he couldn't be done with her. He took her to the doctor and all the appointments afterwards. And fell back in love with her and worse than ever. I think we're pretty much done at this point. We don't talk anymore. Breaks my heart, but it is what it is. There's no way we could have continued the way things were if he was in love with someone else.  We were too close.  Guys with girlfriends don't have girl best friends.

I wish there was someone else for me.  I hate that I'm not wanted. Except by married dudes. FML.