What a time it's been.
But here I sit, my stomach in knots. My heart literally stopping every time the phone would vibrate. I had to shut off the ringer, only silent mode from here on out.
I couldn't let him have to choose between us, I knew that the choice was not going to be me, so why let him carry that on his conscience. Besides, if I did the ending of things, maybe that would psych my brain into getting well. My body has simply given up.
Memories were made. And I hate to give that up. I wish that I could hold on to those moments forever and make them last. But, that is not meant to be.
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