I still have heard nothing from him, and now I don't expect to. It's time to move on.
I haven't been able to work on anything, or sleep, or alot of the time even be able to calm my brain with a movie or show. It's been in straight up freak out mode when all I can think about is him. But yesterday I sent another email and basically said all that needed to be said. I slept more last night than I have lately, and while I still wake up thinking about him, the vice on my heart is not so tight. I have given up.
I had thought that I had let go more than that, but apparently not.
I was tempted yesterday to text the other guy. But that would be a mistake. I can't play with hearts. This heartbreak is too fresh.
Why is it so hard for him to communicate? Why is it so hard for him to do what is right? Why can't I find someone who loves me as much as I love them?
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