Arthur.
Arthur is new, but Arthur already seems to love me. Which is weird and unnerving. But not in like a crazy stalker will you marry me on the first date kind of way, which I have seen before. In a I want to know everything about you because I didn't know there was someone out there like you sort of way.
But, with his history, I'm afraid that he falls rather quickly. He brought me flowers on the second date, and I admit, we did fall into bed. He's just so sweet to me, and that is so unusual. I don't have to pursue him, I can just reciprocate to the degree I feel comfortable with. There is no pressure. I have to say, the sex was pretty incredible, especially for the first time. 4 times during the course of the afternoon and evening we go to know eachother's bodies and all night we lay tangled up, spooning or being spooned. I have never slept so well with someone else in the bed with me. Never felt so cared for.
So, whatever ends up happening there- I have no regrets. He filled a void that was lacking in my life.
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