And process my feelings into words. I read back the last two years of my blog posts, it's not much about what's going on in my life, it's more me processing the emotions of heartbreak. It's sad really, because I write my heart out when I'm sad, but when I'm happy, I don't write, and those moments get lost forever.
I should work on that.
My heart is still uncertain. It's not happy, it's not sad. It's a little bit numb, possibly guarded. Feeling is overrated.
I'm sad I don't have happy memories to read and look back on. All the stressed and sad moments to read and remember.
Here's a happy thought, my aunt Jan just texted me and said she's going to be an hour away for the next couple weeks, and wondered if I had time to get together. So I'll be seeing her on Tuesday. <3
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