it continues

 Status quo.

Life remains much the same. I'm dog sitting still in addition to the bartending at the hotel, so I actually haven't spent too much time at my own house. I went on a major food shopping spree this morning as I start thinking about meal prepping. - Will work on that on my day off on Tuesday, since this is my free week. Tomorrow is monday and I work 12-6, and immediately after that I go to a play my friend wrote and do a book signing there. Fingers crossed that it pulls in some people. We'll see. 

H says he's coming home for a few days the first week of July. We'll see if that actually happens. He hasn't really spoken to me in a few weeks, pretty much after telling me that I'm his ride or die and he's not going to let me pull all the weight of this relationship anymore. I just don't know what's going on. I haven't seen him in person since the first week of December, so it'll be a 7 straight months of not seeing eachother.  That's horrible. And probably why I'm struggling so bad. Plus, he's never been this quiet. He used to call me at least once a week when he was on the road. Lately it's been maybe once a month, and some texts inbetween. How is that a relationship?! Sigh.  

Book sales have been even slower this month. I think I've made 2 dollars so far, and I've only got a week left. Though, my mom took some books to sell at the farmers markets they do on the outer banks. Sold a few that way. I need to get up to Georgia and get my books from the bookstore there. She's said she'd give them to the thrift store if they're not picked up by october, and while I don't hate that idea, I'd rather give them to libraries or something.