Strangely lonely.
Keenly upset about something I shouldn't be, and have no control over.
Wishing things were different, but knowing it's best they're not.
If only the heart and mind were on the same page......
There is so much change in my life. So much indecision. So many choices. So much desire to run, and the desire to stay. Which path is most beneficial to me and others?
I'm going down to the Outer Banks of NC this coming Monday... I can't wait. It will help me make the decision on whether or not to move there. And hopefully, the peace of the ocean will will clear the thoughts and help me see clearly the cause and effect of each path.
Yes, I get trapped in my own head sometimes. I sometimes worry that I think about things too much. Over-analyze.
I just created this crazy awesome mix CD of Adele, Bob Marley, Keb' Mo', and Paul Simon.... because I'm just that awesome. ;-) It's happy music, just makes you want to sway.
I brought my dog out to the farm today and introduced him to the chickens. He was more interested in them than I would've liked. However, I think more association with them would help that. They're free-range, so they're all over the place there. He doesn't usually chase wild things, and he was really good because I was holding him, but I think he would've like to have smelled them... and they were not comfortable with that. haha.
The end..
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