Not for sadness or despair. But with Joy. Tears even now threaten to fall.
I was looking through old search history of mine on facebook and the one that I love appeared. But he blocked me, this should not show up. Apparently at some point he unblocked me. I wonder why.
But as I read his facebook timeline, to listen to his songs, to catch up on his life over the missing 6 months, I sobbed. The evidence of God in his life. I am so proud of him.
And I cried initially because of the faithfulness of God. The torment in the back of my mind "he hates you", the torment of "there is no hope despite the promises of God" all that could be banished with that simple act. So onward I go. I keep the faith. The night never lasts forever.
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