Monday, November 13, 2017

for some reason

I have been watching chick flicks the last two nights in a row. I don't usually.  I don't like the feelings. I don't like feeling like everyone else has someone but I don't. I don't like that everyone else gets happy endings and I just have to be happy with what I've got. Which isn't so bad, but no one loves me. No one thinks about me every day. No one wants my happiness.  So, that's why I don't usually watch them.

I worry about making a mistake. I worry about going back to Louisiana. I worry about expectations. I worry about living the life I was designed to live. I worry about how to make the best of this life I've been given. 


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