Sunday, December 09, 2018

next steps

I kinda broke down yesterday when I realized fate had hit again. If you date me, you will find your mate directly after or during your time with me. I should offer it as a service.

There used to be days when I thought I knew what God was speaking. Do you know what I said 3 years ago? I said that God had told me that it was not about the destination, but the journey.  I have not succeeded in following that mandate.

I can't hear anything anymore. I don't know what step to take. I feel broken. Isolated. A shadow of my former self.  I feel like the magic got stolen from me and I can feel its presence no longer.

I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do.

The journey has halted and I am at a standstill. And this is a destination that sucks. In the middle of nowhere.

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