Today is the day. The day that Micah marries someone else. I dreamt I was there at the wedding last night... hiding, trying my hardest to not be there. I just didn't want him to see me- he would be so angry. Sigh.
And I woke up and looked at my facebook memories- it's still at the point where I lived with him 3 years ago- so today's memory was him and I making 50#'s of mashed potatoes for the community christmas dinner for people that couldn't afford one. Why has he not deleted that memory yet? Sigh.
It's done and over with now. So there's that.
I decided to host a Christmas party for the kids at work. We'll see how that goes. There's going to be a white elephant gift exchange- and food and a $50 give-a-way. I feel like that's appropriate. We'll see. I have so much to do though, because Allie is moving tomorrow... so they're all coming for dinner tonight, but I have to be at choir practice at 6- and I have to make an oreo cheesecake.
Life is so weird. I'm so tired. I don't understand anything.
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