So apparently Heath crashed and burned again. I hope his dad gets him the help he actually needs. His ex Karen has been texting me, and honestly, that's so much worse. Her impression is that I am nothing to him but a kind person who he feels bad about hurting. I wonder if that's the truth. Was everything a lie? Could I have been that manipulated and deceived? I don't think so... but, I guess it's possible.
I just want to curl up and cry. I also want to go to his dad's house and get some answers. I also want to go to his house and get my piano and never speak to him again. I also want to get him and move away together and live happily ever after. I'm so conflicted and hurt and scared.
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