It can come along quite subtly, you have no idea that it's coming, and then all of a sudden it's there and you have to decide, yes, or no.
I chose yes. Why? Because I laugh. Because I'm comfortable. Because I never tried, it just was.
I was concerned at first, when I saw him heading in this direction. I know what it's like to have a crush on someone who doesn't return the favor. But then I realized that if I stopped trying to tell myself why it wouldn't work, the odds were actually not insurmountable. At no point was I not able to tell him who I was, I withheld some things for awhile, but then I let them all out. There is nothing more hidden.
So the bungalow on the beach that is my heart has another occupant. The others that were asking for a sweetheart room will just have to go to the hotel down the road.
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