Ironic that that be the message at church today. I went to Larry's church this morning, because I had said I would. It was incredibly similar to Crossroads, the church with the outreach program. Difference being, this one is more black than white as far as race is concerned.
After the service I went up to Larry, he was so delighted to see me. His energy and chrisma is why I like him like I do, I think. He wants to have fun, do the work, but have fun doing it. Be ridiculous, it's okay. He'd stand so close to me our arms would be touching, move away, and then snuggle back up. haha. It sounds silly to describe it like that, but that's how it felt.
The more I thought about it, the more I realized that, the things I like in this guy are the main things that attracted me to the one I love. Joy, childish behavior- released from how the world views you, laughter, and the want to be close to me- along with the look in the eye that I am beautiful. It turns my head.
This is not to say that I am interested in Larry, I'm not, but there is that spark about him. It's good to remember why I fell in love. I miss him.
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