I did laundry today, and sorted my clothes. I made a pile of the clothes that I'm bringing on this roadtrip, and put away clothes that I won't need until next year. I also saved out the maybe's for the Britain trip. Currently it's too big of a pile, but once it gets closer to the date, I'll know more about what the weather will be like.
I'm so scared.
I'm scared I don't have enough money saved. What will I eat, where will I sleep? How is this going to work? These things are not planned, I'm flying on a wing and a prayer. I simply don't know. I start to imagine different scenarios, but then I feel my anxiety level skyrocketing. "Into your hands I commend my spirit." I right my mind with those words. Deep breaths. I haven't the slightest idea what I'm doing, how it will work out, but it will. Trust and believe, that is where the magic happens.
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