Grudges

I say grudges, but seriously. You know how I have difficulty remembering when people do things to make me mad? Seriously, a day or two later, and I'm totally over it- so much so that if I haven't talked/written about it, I pretty much won't remember what happened.
It's pretty crazy. I feel like I should remember these things better. I just don't.
So, basically I vented all my angst about Micah talking shit, and now, I literally feel nothing. I'm not mad, I'm not sad- not even numb, it's just gone. When he ended our friendship it took longer for me to feel nothing, I'll grant that, but eventually, it too was simply gone.
I just don't really get angry. I get hurt, I get frustrated, but that's about the extent- and that's usually over as soon as I let it out. Or, a day or two.
It's so weird. I know.

On an entirely other note. I'm noticing some issues with my teeth, plaque build up under my gums, which I think is odd. No cavities, I don't think- that I can see anyhow, but definite sensitivities. I'm nearly 32, and have never been to the dentist. It's on my list of things to do. But, I'm lacking in health insurance currently. Maybe a dental school.

Tomorrow is adventure day, and I'm not entirely sure what to do. I should probably pack for the trip, but that won't take too long. Besides that... I would like to be outside. I really want to go standup paddleboarding. But, that isn't really an option around here with the gators and snakes. meh. I miss the ocean.