pretty much done

I got pretty much everything accomplished that I needed to do before leaving done already. Tomorrow morning I'll swing by the library before work and drop off the books, and load the blanket and pillows in the car. Then I'll be ready to go. I'm going to spend the afternoon with Allie- we'll probably go swimming or something, and then work again, and head off, somewhere between 8-9 tomorrow evening.  Patrick called me back and said they have some room for me on next week's schedule, so that's good. Pick up some cash money. And, I'll talk to Rufus about a morning shift or two also. Make up all the money I spend on this trip, hopefully.

I've kinda got a lot of anxiety about the drive. I don't know why. Just dreading it so incredibly much. That's so odd for me. I drive all the time. I drive across country all the time. Why all of a sudden is this a big deal? It's not a fear for my safety, it's just the length of time spent in the car. Just want to teleport. Why is that not a thing yet?

I put all of my plants outside, and Stan said he'd come by every few days and water them for me while I'm gone. Thank goodness. I hate asking for help, but I don't want them to die while I'm gone! Stan lives the closest, so it's just easier for him to do it.