sisters

I've been having the most unbelievable conversations with my little sisters at night. They seem to trade off nights. I get home from work, and they come out of their room and sit with me and talk for hours. It's been really good. I love them.
The parents are pretty much planning on moving, so there is now the question of what the girls will do. Where they will live. Who they will live with.  I guess right now, the thought is that Jerusha will go live with Nathanael in Seattle for a while, and Susannah will come live with me. At least for a little while. I'm fine with that, I don't know how much she will like it though. While she and I are alot alike- there are other ways that we are not. She's attracted to the big city, the cutting edge, fashion. I don't give a shit.  I like authentic life, meaningful relationships- the people I've found in Louisiana provide that to an extent for me.   But I don't know if they will be what zannah needs in her life.
And Rusha living in Seattle with Nathanael, that worries me. The people there are... hard. They're very alternative, so much so that when you're around it all the time, you feel like it's normal, and you lose touch with the rest of the world.  So I worry, she's just now discovering who she is, and I'd rather her not be influenced too much by the crazy that is there.  There's alot of good things, but a whole lot of crazy.


Life continues.