I texted my friend Jonathan today, asked him to be my Elihu. In the story of Job, he has everything- loses it all- his friends come to sit with him- they tell him he's done enough. But then Elihu, he's like, dude. Get it together.
I need someone to do that for me. I feel older, more mature, wiser than everyone around me. Even my mom- she doesn't understand. I don't really feel like I know anyone at least that has constant contact with my life, that I can get to understand.
I'm living a life based solely on following the Spirit, on growing love where none should be found. Focusing on the magic of the days. So now, when I'm at a crossroads- I need to be pushed to be all I can be. Not settle for what I have achieved already.
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