Monday, January 04, 2016

At a loss

I'm at such a loss for what to do. What is the next move in this game of life? It is as though I was playing checkers- making all my moves with a king. I got blindsided through a move I didn't think was possible, and now my king is gone and I have to come up with another strategy. All options require sacrifice.

I have today and the next to make some decision.

My parents aren't making the decision any easier, either. Because they just feel I made an epic mistake in coming here. I don't. Not at all. Maybe I'll decide to stay, and then they'll really freak out.  I just don't know.

Why did life get to be so difficult?!

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