I can't bear it. Saying goodbye to everyone else I know here today has been rough. People have cried and that tears at my soul a bit. With each goodbye that is said it just means that much closer to having to say goodbye to Micah, and I literally can't bear it at all. I have to avoid thinking about it, otherwise I'll curl up in a ball. I can't do it. I don't want to do it. I just want to hold him til the end of days. Why do I have to go?
I'll break. I'm going to have to wait until after I meet up with my aunt on Tuesday to say goodbye to Micah, otherwise I won't make it to dinner. I don't know how I'm going to do it. Not at all. How can I leave?
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