"Not yet, Yvette, there's still much to do." (haha. Kids book from my childhood.)
but, the answer is appropriate. I don't know why some moments are worse than others. Too much emotional highs for the last few weeks, gotta throw a good cry in there somewhere just to balance out.
My life is insane. I've had 3 people from my past crawl out of the woodwork to apologize for the way they treated me in the past. They all effectively ended our friendships. One when I was 15, one when I was 25, the catalyst for the more to the beach, and the other last year. Crazy... all these apologies within like 10 days!!
I wonder if it's because I have scars from them, and you don't really get closure until fault gets admitted, much as you try to forgive, it's still just a bandage. The one from 15 years ago was a forgotten bandage, but still something that had effected my life profoundly.
So much going on. I'm so not in control, and it's turning out to be so magical. One step at a time.
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